Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
Letter was sent to someone named ...... love.
Hello .... Love.
The truth of her writing.
Advantage as they write letters to people not known well.
Especially with her by then. Time to see this message, it would be no more.
Of course she never did it even came to visit me here to greet.
Wrong with me .... that look on her to run forward to getting to know her a few times.
That is the same but she would run me.
Failed even to turn to look at my people.
I am very tired as she runs with .
Tired ... and sometimes want to stop.
Stop ... just to hope that she will turn to what I feel like people ... ......
Nay, but ............ Ignore her back. I am usually not interested ............
I know she has sole.
I do not understand her. Why ... she is headed with my players.
I remember that I never see her in a negative no.
I always see her with admiration.
She is the most beautiful thing anyone wants to know her.
Are several people known to her.
These people talk about her much.
..... What is that she never very good. make life valuable.
..... But some people are that she is the destruction of life and life .
I never believe anyone .........
I wait that some day I will need to know to get her own.
There are certain times .... I was near her.
But that is just .... I think only to yourself.
I think she stopped waiting ........
Rather, she is far from me ...... is unconscionable.
Sometimes I wonder ........
Why the people who see the importance of love with me.
She could not see to do the same. Always overlooked.
But with some people even not want to stop her greeting. Getting to know her.
She wants to know about much. Trying to have known of her personality.
Sometimes re talk to rid her off ..... but she remains with .
Continue to intimacy again ... again.
... ....... But to me she has to ignore any such unabashed no.
I know it has not fulfilled her ... .....
I really want to know. What is all that she used measure .
Who should have known her.
this .... then I will be doing a few .... much.
I will be running again by her long.
I do not expect to get answers from her .
Just want to let her know that ... only themselves.
There are people who watch another นะ to know her.
She only just remind yourself.
Perhaps the reserve list may give her my name to any .
Want to know about her the most.
PS. Day I stopped by her run. She would hope it comes to greet me some.
And on which I was introduced to her.
On that day I will write with great gift box to
From the people who wait .................. love.
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